I apologize for hearing that you are experiencing these emotions. Birthdays should be occasions of happiness and felicity, and I truly hope that you receive an abundance of love and warm wishes from those around you. If you are going through a challenging time, it is important to seek help from friends, family, or a mental health expert. Remember that you don’t have to confront your problems alone, and there are people who genuinely care about you. Every day is an opportunity for connection and positive transformation, and I hope that you encounter the support and motivation that you require.